If this was about somethin' unimportant to me, yeah I'd probably lie about this, but my aim isn't to get mockin' material on you.
[Now cue his own pause.]
... I did want Fef, yeah. But there was plenty reason for me to want a riwalry with you, sure maybe it sparked because a her, but there's more to it than that, so fuck you for thinkin' otherwise you underserwin' fuck.
[But, this goes back to his conflicted feelings. He was almost over Sollux, thought he had feelings for Gamzee, been getting mixed signals from Vriska, but now that ire and feelings of rivalry are starting to get sparked again for Sollux and he's not sure how to feel, how to even act. The fact he said he wasn't sure if he'd reject him... That gets him hopeful, but he's reluctant. This is a different Sollux than the one before. Augh.]
But I'll be honest, as a right now, I don't fuckin' know what I want.
[Filtered]
[Now cue his own pause.]
... I did want Fef, yeah. But there was plenty reason for me to want a riwalry with you, sure maybe it sparked because a her, but there's more to it than that, so fuck you for thinkin' otherwise you underserwin' fuck.
[But, this goes back to his conflicted feelings. He was almost over Sollux, thought he had feelings for Gamzee, been getting mixed signals from Vriska, but now that ire and feelings of rivalry are starting to get sparked again for Sollux and he's not sure how to feel, how to even act. The fact he said he wasn't sure if he'd reject him... That gets him hopeful, but he's reluctant. This is a different Sollux than the one before. Augh.]
But I'll be honest, as a right now, I don't fuckin' know what I want.