[He waves a hand as if to dismiss Ky's words, though his eyes still haven't left the waves.]

I know, I know. That's what everyone's saying. You, Jacob, Katsu, Otoha, Serph, Sola...everyone. Heh..even Crowley doesn't hate me because of what I am, only who I am.

[He takes another swig, but then hands the bottle to Ky.]

When it first started...I thought it was a fluke. But then everyone thought the same thing and I....well, usually, if you ignore something long enough, it goes away~

But it hasn't.

[He sighs and his voice evens out in a display of honesty he'll regret when he's sober.]

I've been alive for seven hundred years...no one's ever seen anything but a monster and it was easier to wish I was dead than to search for something to live for...but it's fine. I'm used to that. This...this is different, I don't know....

[What was he supposed to do when people expected him to be human and take care of himself, if not for him, then for them...]?]