It seems our mindset is similar in that way. I've never believed I deserved anything good, or anyone's trust or friendship. I've only done things that ended up hurting others. I felt I only deserved death and welcomed it. At least..until it was denied to me when I was closest to it.

But it made me realize, that everyone deserves to live..no matter what mistakes they may have made over the years. [Fai reaches out and places his hand on top of Johnny's hand on the bottle.]

You can't always trust that which you've always known. Sometimes you have to let go of your fears and doubts and just trust in yourself even if that is the hardest person to put your trust in. Take that little leap of faith and believe that we aren't as bad as we've always believed us to be.