[Johnny knew how much he was holding Sola up both with his words and his arms. More than anything, the weight of these feelings and thoughts wanted to crush him, but he stayed standing; he had to...for Sola.
Did he love Sola more than Charley? At one time he wouldn't have needed to pause....but things had changed. So much had changed in so little time that the vampire's mind was still left reeling with it.
He couldn't think.
Charley was his child...and might have been his partner..one day. But here, in Vatheon, in Johnny's home, he couldn't be...there was something missing. And Johnny didn't intend to leave his home.
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Did he love Sola more than Charley? At one time he wouldn't have needed to pause....but things had changed. So much had changed in so little time that the vampire's mind was still left reeling with it.
He couldn't think.
Charley was his child...and might have been his partner..one day. But here, in Vatheon, in Johnny's home, he couldn't be...there was something missing. And Johnny didn't intend to leave his home.
Besides....Sola was his light.
The dove to his pigeon.]
Yes...
[It was the truth. Time would see to that.]