[Thanks SFCs.]

It's not that easy for me. It's- it's really hard to speak to a ghost of a loved one, especially if you killed them. I realize you were never good with understanding that sort of thing, but try to understand right now. It's- I- I'm having a hard time shedding away everything that happened. I know you are unprepared now for what will happen-

But I- I never got time to prepare for w-what I had to do.