[He's still a bit angry and upset, but he's calming himself to be how he usual is. The templar is also making sure those repressed memories stay back because he wasn't about to let them or this get the better of him.]

I'm not wallowing, you twat. And why do you insist on doing these things or thinking as though you can care for someone you hardly know? It's a bit pathetic, wouldn't you agree? So go on and keep lying to yourself. Tell yourself actually care when it's only that self-righteous attitude thinking you need to out of pity for someone you believe is beneath you.