Ky Kiske (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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caughtinanetwork2012-10-09 06:46 am
closedcircuit) wrote in caughtinanetwork2012-10-09 06:46 am
Entry tags:
011 | Video
[Ky's doing video now, not because he wants people to see him hurting but because he's sure he can just keep moving forward, through a video call and then anything else that he needs to do today, and then this week, and then this month. So it's video, because video means he has to pretend he's not tired, which he's sure is good for him.]
To those of you that knew her, Dizzy's gone back to our world.
[Ky swallows back an apology, because it's not his fault that she's gone, just partly his fault that she's not safe in the world they come from. He wants nothing more than to be back there right now, the pull of his duty there stronger even than usual.
He doesn't want to end the post there, afraid all he'd find out then is how many people cared about her, or how many people never even got the chance to know her here. Afraid he'll have to dwell on the fact that she'll have forgotten them all, forgotten his interactions with her. Forgotten the ways she'd been happy here.]
For everyone... What do those of you do to let things go if you don't do it religiously? When you regret something but it's not the sort of thing that can be made better by talking through it with the relevant people?
[He's trying to legitimately approach this as a philosophical discussion point, but he can't pretend that it's not at least a little personal.]
To those of you that knew her, Dizzy's gone back to our world.
[Ky swallows back an apology, because it's not his fault that she's gone, just partly his fault that she's not safe in the world they come from. He wants nothing more than to be back there right now, the pull of his duty there stronger even than usual.
He doesn't want to end the post there, afraid all he'd find out then is how many people cared about her, or how many people never even got the chance to know her here. Afraid he'll have to dwell on the fact that she'll have forgotten them all, forgotten his interactions with her. Forgotten the ways she'd been happy here.]
For everyone... What do those of you do to let things go if you don't do it religiously? When you regret something but it's not the sort of thing that can be made better by talking through it with the relevant people?
[He's trying to legitimately approach this as a philosophical discussion point, but he can't pretend that it's not at least a little personal.]