We haven't been speaking to each other since he figured out how... he feels. Perhaps you're right. It is an assumption, he didn't tell me "I did this so you would love me" like Sola did. But he's been so terribly reckless since he figured things out, and he's been purposefully avoiding me. If I didn't make him feel that way, I would have been able to watch out for him, this wouldn't have happened!
[She doesn't want him to have to feel that way. She's terrified of being responsible for something like that again, but because she's so afraid of it, because of the timing and everything else all piled together, she can't see any other possibilities. In the moment she doesn't even realize that she never fully told Guy exactly why Sola jumped until just now, she's too exhausted to try and keep secrets like that.]
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[She doesn't want him to have to feel that way. She's terrified of being responsible for something like that again, but because she's so afraid of it, because of the timing and everything else all piled together, she can't see any other possibilities. In the moment she doesn't even realize that she never fully told Guy exactly why Sola jumped until just now, she's too exhausted to try and keep secrets like that.]