[Maybe it's because Dirk's around his age or maybe he's just really fucking tired of the whole song and dance that he actually spills some of it to him. Thank God this is private.]
what the hell do you want me to say that im not having an identity crisis after 3 years of stewing over this? that im not being constantly reminded that im not "the real dave"? that i havent suddenly found myself trapped in four goddamn shadows and i dont know how the hell to get OUT?
[He sends it, and within seconds he hates himself for actually saying all of that to Dirk. Shit, he must seem like such a pussy.]
[Private]
what the hell do you want me to say
that im not having an identity crisis after 3 years of stewing over this?
that im not being constantly reminded that im not "the real dave"?
that i havent suddenly found myself trapped in four goddamn shadows and i dont know how the hell to get OUT?
[He sends it, and within seconds he hates himself for actually saying all of that to Dirk. Shit, he must seem like such a pussy.]