[ There's another crackle and the Helmsman flinches this time, perhaps startled by his own powers. Facing this issue makes him feel distinctly unwell, and he's terrified that the blueblood is about to see right through him. It had taken so much of his energy to suppress the emotional turmoil that came with everything changing once more, too much energy given that he broke down under the faintest of pressure.
He's not sure why he's crying. He knows he should be pleased that he is Her Helmsman once again. So why was there that part deep inside of him that is screaming to fight and to be free? ]
I think it needs to stay on the dl a little longer!
He's not sure why he's crying. He knows he should be pleased that he is Her Helmsman once again. So why was there that part deep inside of him that is screaming to fight and to be free? ]