I didn't know how to. Do you really think in all that time that I didn't actually try?

It sucked, alright? A lot. ... no, fuck that. It hurt like hell. I hated bein' alone. I hated not even bein' able to have friends because everyone was either scared of me or hated my guts.

Why do you think I finally just walked away from school and never looked back? At least at home I had you and Dad and the other priests, and I didn't have to put up with bein' surrounded by people who didn't even wanna fuckin' talk to me.