[There is a long pause before Karkat sends any reply, because... that really is a good question. Here he's got this chance finally, this opportunity to finally tell Dave what the hell he wants from him after all the bad luck, hatred, and emotional miscues they've been through. It's been a long time coming, with all the ups (and mostly downs) that have happened over most of a year. He already knows he doesn't want to kill him - or anyone - anymore. He already knows he's more satisfied with his current kismesis than he was with Dave. He already gave up on the idea of something ashen. So where does that leave him?]
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I DON'T KNOW.