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Karkat Vantas ♋ carcinoGeneticist ([personal profile] bethehugejerk) wrote in [community profile] caughtinanetwork 2012-05-03 12:16 am (UTC)

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LET ME FRAME IT THIS WAY STARTING WITH SOMETHING YOU SAID.
DON'T SAY YOU DON'T DESERVE ME.
YOU'VE MESSED UP BEFORE, NO SHIT YOU HAVE, IN HUGE WAYS
AND YOU CAN BE FRUSTRATING ENOUGH THAT I'VE WONDERED IN THE PAST IF IT WAS WORTH IT
BUT I STUCK WITH YOU AS A MOIRAIL, DIDN'T I?
IT GOT EASIER OVER TIME AND YOU DID LEARN, AND YOU DID IMPROVE. I SAW IT MYSELF.
AND THEN WE FLIPPED QUADRANTS TO THIS.
I'VE STILL STUCK WITH YOU, AND EVEN WITH WORRIES AND SHIT THAT I'VE TOLD YOU BEFORE
I'M STILL GIVING THIS A CHANCE.
EVEN IF I
DON'T ALWAYS FEEL THE MOST SECURE
YOU'VE PROVED ENOUGH THAT I CAN AND HAVE GIVEN THIS THE CHANCE I HAVE
AND THAT I CAN CONTINUE TO DO SO.
IF YOU DIDN'T DESERVE ME, I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT MUCH.
SO TO TURN BACK TO THE MAIN POINT
IF SHE HAS IT IN HER TO FEEL PALE FOR YOU AND WANT TO GIVE YOU THAT CHANCE, TO WANT TO GO ABOUT IT THE RIGHT WAY THIS TIME
AND YOU HONESTLY FEEL PALE FOR HER AND WANT TO BE MOIRAILS WITH HER
TO TRY AND LISTEN AND IMPROVE YOURSELF THROUGH HER ADVICE AND SO ON
THEN GIVE IT A SHOT.
HONESTLY, I THINK IT WOULD DO YOU GOOD.
AND I'M NOT IGNORING YOUR HISTORY WITH HER, THAT WOULD MAKE IT AWKWARD AS FUCK
BUT EVEN IF THE CONTEXT WAS NOTEDLY DIFFERENT


YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S EVER KILLED YOUR MOIRAIL.

AND EVEN IF YOU NEVER LIFTED A FINGER AGAINST ME, WHAT YOU DID STILL HURT A LOT
BUT I MANAGED TO FORGIVE YOU, DIDN'T I?
THAT SHOULD PROVE IT'S POSSIBLE.
IT DOESN'T CHANGE THAT IT'S ABOUT THE SHITTIEST THING YOU COULD EVER DO, BUT YOU MOVED PAST IT AND BECAME BETTER.
SO WHILE YOU SHOULDN'T FORGET ABOUT YOUR MISTAKES
YOU KNOW FULL WELL I NEVER LET GO OF MINE
YOU SHOULDN'T LET THEM HOLD YOU BACK IF THIS IS SOMETHING YOU BOTH WANT, AND SOMETHING THAT COULD HELP YOU.

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