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caughtinanetwork2012-01-12 03:53 am
ofthefullmoon) wrote in caughtinanetwork2012-01-12 03:53 am
Entry tags:
02 | accidental video
[ Estelle actually has no idea this is recording. Since receiving a warning about this curse and seeing the network full of confessions from various confessors, she decided that, if she were affected (which, she is), she didn't want to appear on the network until this had passed over.
unfortunately, her SFC had other plans. so here, have an image of Estelle sitting at a desk, writing down a list of things on a piece of paper. the piece of paper is, by some chance, in full view of the SFC, and it's fairly simple to see what she's writing.
all of them are confessions. she seems to think that if she gets them all down on paper, perhaps she won't be so inclined to confess them verbally. they range from silly things to more depressing things.
some of the following are on her list: ]
I wish I could bounce. Perhaps not quite as much as Judith does, but more than I do now.
I wish Repede would let me pet him. I'll bet his fur is really soft.
I miss everyone back home.
I think it's selfish of me to wish that more of my friends were here.
I have accidentally killed someone dear to me.
My powers are something that nobody else on Terca Lumireis has ... and my powers are destructive to my world.
The former Commandant of the knights kidnapped me, with the aid of someone I trusted, and forced me to use my abilities to ressurrect a giant blastia that was sealing away a horrible, world-destroying force.
I have wished for my own death before. I have even pleaded with one of my best friends to kill me when I wasn't in proper control of myself.
I still wonder why nobody would call that dish 'vichyssoise.' That's the name of the dish, isn't it?
I want to be involved in a play again. I had fun with the last one I took part in.
I was confined to the castle for eighteen years of my life. I didn't know anything of the outside world except through books I had read.
[ the list goes on and on. she just keeps writing them down. ]
unfortunately, her SFC had other plans. so here, have an image of Estelle sitting at a desk, writing down a list of things on a piece of paper. the piece of paper is, by some chance, in full view of the SFC, and it's fairly simple to see what she's writing.
all of them are confessions. she seems to think that if she gets them all down on paper, perhaps she won't be so inclined to confess them verbally. they range from silly things to more depressing things.
some of the following are on her list: ]
I wish I could bounce. Perhaps not quite as much as Judith does, but more than I do now.
I wish Repede would let me pet him. I'll bet his fur is really soft.
I miss everyone back home.
I think it's selfish of me to wish that more of my friends were here.
I have accidentally killed someone dear to me.
My powers are something that nobody else on Terca Lumireis has ... and my powers are destructive to my world.
The former Commandant of the knights kidnapped me, with the aid of someone I trusted, and forced me to use my abilities to ressurrect a giant blastia that was sealing away a horrible, world-destroying force.
I have wished for my own death before. I have even pleaded with one of my best friends to kill me when I wasn't in proper control of myself.
I still wonder why nobody would call that dish 'vichyssoise.' That's the name of the dish, isn't it?
I want to be involved in a play again. I had fun with the last one I took part in.
I was confined to the castle for eighteen years of my life. I didn't know anything of the outside world except through books I had read.
[ the list goes on and on. she just keeps writing them down. ]