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caughtinanetwork2012-09-01 08:41 pm
bethehugejerk) wrote in caughtinanetwork2012-09-01 08:41 pm
040 ♋ [TEXT] - a followup to the prior one
WORD TO THE NOT SO WISE:
JUST BECAUSE YOU NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO TRANS-TIME MEMOS DOES NOT MEAN YOU GET TO STOP DEALING WITH THE SHAMEFUL DISPLAYS OF YOUR OWN PAST SELF.
EXAMPLE: MY PRIOR POST.
AS SOME OF YOU COMMENTED TO AND LIKELY OTHERS BESIDES NOTICED, YESTERDAY I APPARENTLY GOT IT IN MY LOBE TO BE THE MOST HUMILIATING FARTSQUEAL I COULD MANAGE TO BE BY, OF ALL THINGS, THROWING A TANTRUM OVER A SINGLE BURNT PIECE OF TOAST.
AND TRUST ME, AS EMBARRASSING AS THAT MUST HAVE BEEN TO WITNESS, IT IS AT LEAST TEN TIMES WORSE FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON AND SEE EX POST FACTO.
SO, IN A DISPLAY OF NOT BEING A TOTAL TURDSTAIN, I WANT TO APOLOGIZE ON BEHALF OF DOUCHEBAG PAST ME FOR ALL THE IDIOTIC AND FRANKLY ASSHOLISH STUFF I UNLOADED ON BOTH COMMENTERS AND READERS OF THE WHOLE POST.
I DIDN'T MEAN IT.
LIKE, SERIOUSLY, THERE'S A CURSE GOING ON AND AFTER SOME STUFF I HEARD ABOUT PEOPLE EARLIER IN THE WEEK AND TALKING TO OTHERS, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS AFFECTED.
I GUESS YESTERDAY WAS JUST "BE THE BIGGEST JACKASS YOU CAN" DAY
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I DON'T KNOW.
IS THERE EVEN A THEME TO THIS?
IT'S WEIRD FOR IT TO JUST LAST A DAY WITHOUT SOME KIND OF EXTERNAL CAUSE FOR IT.
WHATEVER, I'M BABBLING.
THE POINT IS THAT I WAS OUT FOR THE GOLD MEDAL IN BEING A NOOKBITER YESTERDAY, I REGRET IT, HERE'S YOUR APOLOGY.
JUST BECAUSE YOU NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO TRANS-TIME MEMOS DOES NOT MEAN YOU GET TO STOP DEALING WITH THE SHAMEFUL DISPLAYS OF YOUR OWN PAST SELF.
EXAMPLE: MY PRIOR POST.
AS SOME OF YOU COMMENTED TO AND LIKELY OTHERS BESIDES NOTICED, YESTERDAY I APPARENTLY GOT IT IN MY LOBE TO BE THE MOST HUMILIATING FARTSQUEAL I COULD MANAGE TO BE BY, OF ALL THINGS, THROWING A TANTRUM OVER A SINGLE BURNT PIECE OF TOAST.
AND TRUST ME, AS EMBARRASSING AS THAT MUST HAVE BEEN TO WITNESS, IT IS AT LEAST TEN TIMES WORSE FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON AND SEE EX POST FACTO.
SO, IN A DISPLAY OF NOT BEING A TOTAL TURDSTAIN, I WANT TO APOLOGIZE ON BEHALF OF DOUCHEBAG PAST ME FOR ALL THE IDIOTIC AND FRANKLY ASSHOLISH STUFF I UNLOADED ON BOTH COMMENTERS AND READERS OF THE WHOLE POST.
I DIDN'T MEAN IT.
LIKE, SERIOUSLY, THERE'S A CURSE GOING ON AND AFTER SOME STUFF I HEARD ABOUT PEOPLE EARLIER IN THE WEEK AND TALKING TO OTHERS, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS AFFECTED.
I GUESS YESTERDAY WAS JUST "BE THE BIGGEST JACKASS YOU CAN" DAY
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I DON'T KNOW.
IS THERE EVEN A THEME TO THIS?
IT'S WEIRD FOR IT TO JUST LAST A DAY WITHOUT SOME KIND OF EXTERNAL CAUSE FOR IT.
WHATEVER, I'M BABBLING.
THE POINT IS THAT I WAS OUT FOR THE GOLD MEDAL IN BEING A NOOKBITER YESTERDAY, I REGRET IT, HERE'S YOUR APOLOGY.
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BUT FINE, CONSIDER IT ON MY ITINERARY OF THINGS TO DO THAT DON'T ACTUALLY MATTER MUCH.
I'M JUST GLAD YOU GET SOME KIND OF ENJOYMENT OUT OF THIS FRIENDSHIP.
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And I Respect Your Opinion
I Wont Pretend That This Matespritship Is Going To Always Be Easy
Or That Its Guaranteed To Last
But She Actually Is Meeting Me Halfway As We Put Effort Into This
And That Seems Fairly Significant For Vriska
I Cant Help My Normal Pragmatism In These Regards And Yet I Still Have High Hopes For This Arrangement
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IF NEITHER OF YOU WORKS ON IT THEN IT WON'T LAST
IT'LL JUST FALL APART BECAUSE OF THE SAME PROBLEMS YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD.
IT'S GOOD THAT YOU KNOW IT WON'T BE EASY
AND IF ANYTHING BEING PRAGMATIC MIGHT HELP YOU KEEP IT TOGETHER.
I SURE AS HELL DIDN'T KNOW IF ERIDAN AND I WERE GOING TO LAST WHEN WE FLIPPED RED
AND IN THE PAST HE AND I TALKED ABOUT OUR FEARS ON WHAT MIGHT BREAK IT IN THE END
WHICH I RECOMMEND TO YOU, BY THE WAY.
BE OPEN WITH EACH OTHER. IF YOU HAVE A CONCERN OR WORRY, DON'T LET IT EAT AWAY AT YOU.
BUT HE AND I HAVE BEEN FLUSHED FOR GOING ON A YEAR NOW, AND WHEN IT TOOK A CURSE MAKING US BOTH ACT LIKE THE BIGGEST BRAINFRIED ASSNUGGETS WE COULD TO PULL US APART
AND EVEN THEN ONLY TEMPORARILY WHEN WE REALIZED HOW CRAZY WE'D BEEN ACTING AFTER THE CURSE WORE OFF
I THINK IT SPEAKS TO OUR STAYING POWER.
BUT DRAWING BACK FROM THAT SAPPY RAMBLING
SERIOUSLY, I'M GOING TO GAG IF I GO ON MUCH LONGER
JUST TAKE THAT AS A SIGN THIS KIND OF THING CAN WORK.
...
DON'T HOLD US UP AS SOME IDEAL, THOUGH, WE'RE BOTH STUPID DORKS.
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I Will Certainly Take It To Heart
You Are Stupid Dorks
But Really
Arent We All
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YES WE ARE.
ANYWAY, I'M GLAD WE GOT ALL THIS SORTED OUT.
I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER, YEAH?
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See You Then