Audio - Eighteenth promise

[sorcery_fledgling]

Some days, I really want to go home. Other days, I can't imagine leaving. I hate being torn like this.

[She sighs.]

Sorry. I've been feeling strange ever since that last curse. Maybe I just miss my dog a lot. Not that I don't love Sacra, but...

[Although her expression is hidden from the rest of Vatheon, the frown she wears is evident in her voice.]

Um, nevermind. Hope everyone's doing okay.

[And as abruptly as it began, the feed ends.]

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[420]

[Should Rinoa check the video feed --which Gamzee pretty much always just standard seems to use, why fuss with buttons and modes, man-- she'll actually see nothing but sky. Gamzee has the thing laying on the sand next to him while he speaks to her. It is such a useful contribution.]

Hey, relax. You shouldn't all be about letting those dark motherfuckin' worrisome thoughts make your fuckin' pan feel so heavy like. You know what I think? Instead of embracing all those fuckin' worries, a sister should be all about getting her embrace on for all the miracles what life be throwing at us every day!

[There is some sound of shifting fabric. Gamzee actually raised his hand, spreading it out against the air just so he could stare and enjoying the light haloing it.]

Isn't any motherfucker what be asking you like as to make a motherfuckin' decision at to that kinda stuff right the fuck now so it's chill to just not think on it.

video;

[sorcery_fledgling]

[One moment, Gamzee. She has to take a second to translate all of that in her head.]

It's funny. Usually I'm not like this. I know there's nothing I can do about it. The coral sends me home. And I'm happy here - when things aren't going haywire. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a little homesick. But you're right. It's not worth sweating it.

video;

[420]

[One day someone will invent the Gamzee to English translator and on that day we will all rejoice.]

Yeah.

[He actually cannot quite emphasize with her feelings. Hivesick? It is a bit of an odd concept to him. To be honest, beyond missing his lusus on rare occasions --and in an odd way the ol' goat's frequent absence makes it easy for him to handle it; it's nothing he hasn't dealt with his entire life, after all-- in every way his life has improved remarkably since coming here. Mainly in how he no longer is living on absolutely deserted stretch of sand.]

Hey, maybe you just all gotta be finding something for taking your fuckin' sponge off it. Something for finding your motherfuckin' whimsy again.

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[sorcery_fledgling]

Like picking up a hobby or something?

[It would be a good distraction. Something to focus on and aim her productivity at. She wasn't working at the tavern right now, and without a resistance to fight in, she was a rebel without a cause, in some ways. And she needed to aim that energy somewhere.]

That's not a bad idea.