sixth King : anon text

[parasolspinning]

I'm sure this has been asked by others before me, but indulge me Vatheon, if you don't mind.

How do you, personally, deal with grief? How does loss hit you, and how do you face every day when your heart is aching from that loss?

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[parasolspinning]

People react differently to it. I can still be social, but I think I always was, so it was difficult for me to lose that.

That and... I received a second chance, of sorts. I got to experience life as some one else, though only for a week.

[radiantwingedone]

It is likely that.

And it is hard to continue that?

[parasolspinning]

It is now that I've regained my memories. It was easier when I thought I was some one else.

[radiantwingedone]

And merely pretending to be them again feels wrong. or you feel that you cannot do it properly?

[ this is getting out of the similar talk. ]

[parasolspinning]

In some ways I feel I am that person, especially since that is the person they came to know and care for. But at the same time I am also this other person they don't even know, but that's who I always was.

It's... complicated, not just in words but in practice.

[radiantwingedone]

Sounds it.

[ ... Oops nothing more helpful than that is coming forward. ]

[parasolspinning]

It is.

I suppose this is something I'm just going to have to figure out on my own, though.

But thank you for your time, at least.

[radiantwingedone]

Very likely. Humanity is varied.

....

welcome