Maka Albarn (
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caughtinanetwork2013-07-22 03:35 pm
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Thirteenth Transmission [voice]
[There is absolutely no sense in not acknowledging that something has happened, all the polite worries of "I don't want to be a bother" aside. This is a big change, and though Maka is not going to let it break her down, it still hurts like hell.
Thus, when the feed clicks on, Maka's voice is steady, but completely lacking in any sort of emotion.]
Excuse me, I'm sorry to interrupt whatever you're doing, but Rin Okumura has gone home.
[She shouldn't be upset, she has no right to, she knew this would happen eventually. Nothing lasts forever.
No, she shouldn't be negative and mope, he might come back after all.]
I just thought anybody that knew him might like to know. [A pause before she adds:] And if you think that gives you a right to punch him when he comes back, you'll have to go through me first.
[That final confirmation reassures herself, falsely or not. Yes, he will come back, giving up hope is the absolute last thing she should be doing right now.]
Thank you for your time. Sorry for the bother again.
Thus, when the feed clicks on, Maka's voice is steady, but completely lacking in any sort of emotion.]
Excuse me, I'm sorry to interrupt whatever you're doing, but Rin Okumura has gone home.
[She shouldn't be upset, she has no right to, she knew this would happen eventually. Nothing lasts forever.
No, she shouldn't be negative and mope, he might come back after all.]
I just thought anybody that knew him might like to know. [A pause before she adds:] And if you think that gives you a right to punch him when he comes back, you'll have to go through me first.
[That final confirmation reassures herself, falsely or not. Yes, he will come back, giving up hope is the absolute last thing she should be doing right now.]
Thank you for your time. Sorry for the bother again.
AHH YES NOW I AM ALL WET THANK
I think he would want you to appreciate yourself, just as much as you appreciate him. We all have our faults, but that's what makes us who we are.
OKAY TASER TIME
It's difficult to acknowledge, but it's the truth.]
Yes.
[Rin stayed with her in all the ugly and dark moments and didn't berate her for feeling the way she did, he reminded her that she's not how she viewed herself in those times. Getting down and going back into that negative place was not what Rin would want.]
It's hard, but I try to, one step at a time. [But she doesn't want to become full of herself.]
IF YOU CAN CATCH ME
It's not a race. I know full well it can be difficult to keep confidence within yourself when times are grim. Besides, you don't look like the type to just lie down and let the proverbial tank roll over you, anyway.
I have confidence in you, and I know Rin does as well.