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[croceamors]

[...There is something wrong with his body.]

[Saix really doesn't want to admit it, because that would make Axel right, but it's simply fact that he realizes once he's back in his own body instead of stuck in Axel's. It reminded him of what it felt like to be Isa a little bit, and it also reminded him of how it had felt when he had first joined the Organization. How he is now is... different. It's the Darkness. It feels thicker, like a heavy fog. He knows he's done some horrible things in the name of his goal, but never cared because the end justified the means. Still, this almost feels like too much.]

[Saix spends the day trying to convince himself that he's just letting himself fall into the same delusional trap that Axel has, but in the end, he has to know.]

[So you'll be seeing this guy on the SFC today, looking as calm and apathetic as ever.]

I'm curious, but are there any in Vatheon who are knowledgeable in the spiritual heart of a person? Perhaps the better, more general word would be 'soul'.

[A body, a mind, and a 'heart'- that's what makes a person, isn't it? But take away the 'heart', have it be lost to Heartless, and you're left with a body and a mind. A Nobody...]

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[croceamors]

Don't you think having his things about is asking for a comparison?

[flared]

No. I–

–He was here before. I figured I'd find them and hold on to them in case he ever came back.

[That and it's also a nice reminder of his past, nicer than he'd like to admit. It reminds him of a time when things were simpler and when he never had to question if he could really feel or not. Lea just knew he existed and wanted the rest of the World to know it...]

[croceamors]

[A brief moment of silence.]

..So. They were both here. Isa and Lea.

[flared]

[He falls silent too, but only for a little while.]

Yes.

[Axel glances off towards the ground now. He wonders what those two returned to... but he already knows what will happen in their future. Ultimately they'll fall apart.]

They were.

[croceamors]

How ridiculous... This place really does like playing games.

[This isn't a subject he wants to talk about any further.]

...He dated Demyx. I think that is nearly enough shame to overrule the fact that I don't have a heart to feel shame with.

[flared]

[They all dated... but that's something that just bothers the heck out of him and a subject he doesn't want to talk about any further either.]

They probably just didn't know what they were doing. Kids and all...

[Headscratch]

A-anyway. I'd like the other frisbee back.

[croceamors]

...I don't want to give it back.

[flared]

Why not?

[croceamors]

I simply don't.

[Have fun getting a honest answer out of him Axel]

[flared]

Oh, come on. I didn't take any of your stuff.

[croceamors]

So you're telling me you didn't go through any of my personal belongings besides clothes and basic hygiene care?

[flared]

... I might've looked at some things.

But I still didn't take them.

[croceamors]

What did you look at?

[flared]

... Stuff.

[Hrrnnnnnn.]

[croceamors]

...Axel.

[So help him he is going to find out what you went through.]

[flared]

What?

[Looking away. Totally innocent.]

[croceamors]

You don't make eye contact when you're lying or know you're guilty of something.

What did you go through?

[flared]

[Stillllllll looking away]

Mm, maybe a couple books or two.

[... Like a certain special book but uh]

[croceamors]

Which books?

[flared]

... Just a couple I saw lying around.

[croceamors]

Were any of them handwritten by myself?

[flared]

[Awkward shuffle shuffle shuffle]

... Yeah, maybe.

[croceamors]

You read my journal, didn't you?

[flared]

... A little bit.

[croceamors]

[Dammit he knew it]

How much is a little bit?