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I'm really not sure how to ask what I want to, so I'm really sorry if this sounds weird

A friend kissed me today

I'm still kind of in panic mode over it because I really don't know how to deal with any of this, it just happened really suddenly

I know I need to calm down and sort my thoughts out but I don't know how to even begin doing that, this has never happened to me before

Does anybody have any suggestions?

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... was that your first kiss?!

[Nagisa no]

[ HOLY CRAP THAT WAS NOT EXPECTED, SUDDENLY VOICE-- ]

yes

[Oh right these things have a text function...]

Uhmmmm...

There!

Wow that's so amazing! I haven't had my first kiss yet but I imagine it's really nice!

I wasn't expecting it to happen. I'm not really upset that it happened that way, it's just that I've never really thought about it before.

Well do you like this friend? As more than a friend?

I don't know. I don't know how to figure that out.

Well this would be a good time to figure it out! How do you feel when you're around them? Happy, sad, scared? ＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

Happy, I guess. Definitely not sad or scared ...

He and I have a really complicated history though.

That's good though!

Oh no. Complicated? Complicated how?

he's not secretly your cousin is he?! ಠ_ರೃ

No, nothing like that at all!

Oh.

That's disappointing. That would have made for some juicy gossip. ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

[Nagisa stop.]

Well then! Is he the kind of guy you like being around? Does he make your heart go all doki doki?

... I'm guessing it's a he. Is it a he? I can't tell if you're a girl typing or a guy typing. Or you might be a guy who likes guys. I can't tell that either.

He's a guy.

I do like being around him. I don't know what you mean by 'doki doki' though ...

Oohh okay

Oh doki doki is like... the sound your heart makes when you're excited! (✿ ♥‿♥)

Really? It makes a sound like that? I guess I can't know for sure, I usually feel my heart beating more than I hear it.

I don't think my heart really beats all that much faster when I'm around him though. Is that needed for liking someone romantically?

Something like that! At least that's the sound they put in shoujo manga!

No... but it's a start. One of my sisters told me when you're in love, your body knows before your mind does.

All I really know is that my relationship with him is very different than my relationship with anyone else.

I really can't imagine my life without him. I want to be close to him, really. It's not exactly anything I've felt for someone before, though, and it's a little confusing.

Well if you feel like that about him and no one else, you've at least got a crush on him! If not something more! (・_・ヾ

Is that what a crush feels like?

I probably sound really dumb ... I don't really think about this sort of thing at all.

Some people don't. I have friends who don't really care about dating or crushes or whatever.

But sometimes it just happens. You meet some one that you really connect with and then you can't stop thinking about them.

I take it you have experience with this.

this isn't about me

[Whoops sore subject maybe]

I'm sorry?

It's all good! (ﾉ´ｰ`)ﾉ

So you really think that I feel something more for him?

You could always try kissing him again?

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yeah let's agree on that

yes good

NAGISA PLEASE

CAN'T STOP WON'T STOP

YEAH WELL I'M NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP, NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN--

NOOOOOO

NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU

WHYYYYYYYY

NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY, NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE

/SOBBING

NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU

YOU'RE HURTING ME NOW

OKAY I'M DONE

TwT

ilu sissy really

ilu too ;w;