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I'm really not sure how to ask what I want to, so I'm really sorry if this sounds weird

A friend kissed me today

I'm still kind of in panic mode over it because I really don't know how to deal with any of this, it just happened really suddenly

I know I need to calm down and sort my thoughts out but I don't know how to even begin doing that, this has never happened to me before

Does anybody have any suggestions?

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... was that your first kiss?!

[Nagisa no]

[ HOLY CRAP THAT WAS NOT EXPECTED, SUDDENLY VOICE-- ]

yes

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Uhmmmm...

There!

Wow that's so amazing! I haven't had my first kiss yet but I imagine it's really nice!

I wasn't expecting it to happen. I'm not really upset that it happened that way, it's just that I've never really thought about it before.

Well do you like this friend? As more than a friend?

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whoops just text forever

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yeah let's agree on that

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yes good

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NAGISA PLEASE

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CAN'T STOP WON'T STOP

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YEAH WELL I'M NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP, NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN--

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NOOOOOO

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NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU

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WHYYYYYYYY

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NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY, NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE

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/SOBBING

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NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU

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YOU'RE HURTING ME NOW

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OKAY I'M DONE

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TwT

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ilu sissy really

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ilu too ;w;

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♥♥♥♥

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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

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Why did it make you panic? Are you scared they want something you dont? Or did you kind of like it?

It's more that I didn't expect it, I guess. It was my first kiss and it just happened really suddenly. I don't really mind that it happened that way, I just ...

I ... didn't dislike it. I'm sorry, my thoughts are all scattered right now.

I think that's normal. My first kiss happened because of a curse. I had to think about it a while before I figured out if I really liked him or not.

Really?

So you just thought about it and figured it out? I'm not really sure what to think.

Kind of. It's more about feeling than thinking so you have to imagine stuff like what would it feel like to do it again? How do you feel when you're around them? Is it different from being around other people?

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Did it upset you, or simply cause confusion?

I'm more confused than anything.

I see. Have you considered what you feel about them before, or is that part of the confusion?

If he did it without getting the okay, you punch him in the goddamn face.

But it doesn't sound like that's how it happened, so... I guess you should just sit down and talk to 'em, I guess.

Edited 2013-09-13 00:34 (UTC)

It was really sudden. I didn't expect it ...

I know I need to talk to him, I just don't really know how to sort out my own thoughts on the situation enough to feel like I can.

I see... man, this isn't something I'm good at. I've never even been on a date...

... do you like him?

I don't know? I mean, I like him, but as far as romance is concerned I haven't really thought about it.

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SoMeTiMeS ThE BeSt sOrT Of mIrAcLeS ArE ThE KiNd wHaT YoU DiDn't gEt yOuR ExPeCtAtIoN On fOr.

YoU DiG ThIs bRo oF YoUrS?

I really don't know for sure if I like him that way. I never really think about this sort of thing.

It aIn't aBoUt tHiNkInG, bRo, It's aBoUt hEaRt!
YoU WaNnA AlL Be iN ThE KnOwInG On tHiS IsSuE, yOu sToP LiStEnInG To yOuR PaN AnD StArT LiStEnInG To yOuR PuMp
CaUsE ThAt iS ThE MoThErFuCkEr aLl pUt tHeRe fOr lEtTiNg yOu kNoW ThE ReAl iMpOrTaNt sTuFf.
YoU GoTtA FeEl tHaT StUfF OuT, yOu gEt mE?
ThEn yOu'lL KnOw wHaT To dO AbOuT YoUr bRo lAyInG LiP On yOu.

I understand, I think ...

How would I be able to figure this out through feeling, though? Like, if I wanted to try and figure this out now, what sort of things could I do to help that along?

yOU SHOULD TRY K1SS1NG THEM BACK.
sEE 1F 1T WAS BETTER OR WORSE A SECOND T1ME.

That's been suggested, yeah. Is it really okay to kiss him back? What if it was an accident?

Edited 2013-09-17 06:20 (UTC)

wELL 1 GUESS YOU'LL KNOW FOR SURE THEN.
bUT UH,
uNLESS HE OBV1OUSLY FELL,
oR SOMETH1NG,
1 K1ND OF DOUBT 1T WAS JUST AN ACC1DENT.
aND 1T'S K1ND OF MEAN TO JUST ASSUME THAT.
wHAT 1F HE WAS REALLY S1NCERE TOO.
aND YOU JUST TAKE 1T AS NOTH1NG?
tHAT WOULD PROBABLY BE WORSE,
1N MY OP1N1ON, 1 MEAN.

I'm not assuming it's nothing, I'm just saying it's possible ...

I don't know what to think right now. This has never happened to me before.

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