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CONSIDERING THE COURSE OF EVENTS IN RELATION TO THE CURRENT CURSE
IT WOULD PROBABLY BE BEST TO MAKE WHAT USE OF IT THERE CAN BE
SO CONSIDER THIS A SORT OF PSA.
IF YOU'VE GOT STUFF ON YOUR CHEST INVOLVING ME, NOW IS PROBABLY THE TIME TO TALK AND UNLOAD IT.
I HIGHLY RECOMMEND FILTERING MESSAGES UNLESS YOU WANT ANY EMBARRASSING CONFESSIONS TO BE FREE TO THE PROBING SIGHT ORGANS OF WHOSOEVER WANTS TO PEEP ON PRIVATE FUCKING CONVERSATIONS.
ADDITIONALLY, ANYONE WHO ATTEMPTS TO USE THIS AS AN ATTEMPT TO EMBARRASS THE SHIT OUT OF ME WILL RECEIVE ZERO ANSWER, AND FUCK YOU FOR YOUR TROUBLE.
OTHERWISE HAVE AT IT, ASSHOLES.

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gamz33 showed me!
he took me to the beach
and sometimes i go up there to hunt
though really its fur when i n33d time on my own

uhm

well anyway yes i hope you can go back to being an asshole to me soon too
beclaws i know its just how you show you care
aww thats so sw33t karkitty
thank you
i think i do f33l a little better now
or at least remembering this talk will help me f33l better later fur sure

DAMNIT, THIS CURSE IS MAKING ME SOUND STUPID.
WHATEVER, YOU GET THE POINT.
AND I'LL TRY TO UH
KEEP MY MATESPRIT IN CHECK FOR A WHILE
SO YOU DON'T FEEL TOO AWKWARD WHILE YOU'RE STILL GETTING USED TO THINGS.

nuh uh its not
but yes i know exactly what you mean :33

uhm
no its okay
it looks like he pities you furry much
so its really nice of you to offer that but just be happy with him okay??
i dont think anything can hurt me as much as losing equius did anyway right now

SHIT. THOUGHT YOU MIGHT FIND THAT.
IF YOU'RE SURE ABOUT IT, FINE.
THOUGH I'M STILL SHY ABOUT FLUSHED AFFECTION ON MY OWN.
...
AND REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU SAY, THIS CURSE IS STILL COMPLETELY DUMB.
IS THIS ALL WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT, BECAUSE I AM GETTING TO MY THRESHOLD OF HOW MANY AWKWARD UNCONTROLLABLE ADMISSIONS OF EMBARRASSING CRAP I CAN TAKE.
JUST TRY TO FOCUS ON POSITIVE STUFF
DO MORE INSIPID ROLEPLAY WITH TAVROS, HUNT THINGS ON THE ISLAND, I DON'T KNOW.

Edited 2012-01-12 19:59 (UTC)

dont worry its okay
and yes im sure
well i think a lot of people would be
just be yourself with him
beclaws he obviously like you furry furry much just as you are

h33h33 no im starting to like it now XPP
but okay ill stop bothering you so you dont say anything else that you dont want to

and yes ill do lots of that
purrhaps have a tea purrty
you can come too if you like!
if tavros doesnt mind having guests
he called me purrty today you know it was really sw33t of him!
...okay yes about not talking anymore
*ac zips up her mouth*

IIt ii2 po22iible two be both a troll and an object.
They are not mutually exclu2iive concept2.

HE IS A COMPLETE FAWNING DOLT ABOUT IT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I PUT UP WITH IT HALF THE TIME.
AND SCREW YOU FOR ENJOYING MY INCREMENTAL HUMILIATION.
I'M NOT COMING TO ANY STUPID TEA PARTY EITHER
AND I WILL BE TEMPTED NEITHER BY BEGGING NOR PROMISES OF BAKED GOODS.
YOU AND TAVROS ENJOY THAT TOGETHER LIKE YOU DO YOUR OTHER WRIGGLER GAMES
AS I HAVE ZERO INCLINATION TO PLAY INTRUDING THIRD WHEEL TO WHATEVER FALTERING COMPLIMENT EXCHANGES YOU TWO INITIATE.

BUT YOU'RE A PERSON!
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE EVER BEEN TAKEN AND TURN INTO PART OF A FUCKING SHIP FOR ANYONE
LET ALONE THE EMPRESS.
FUCK THAT, FUCK HER, FUCK THE WHOLE DAMN CONCEPT!

you do beclaws you like him too of course
and im not enjoying it i was only teasing you ://

purreaaase karkitty
he only said it beclaws he was cursed i think
i will get the yummiest cakes and sw33ts if you come!!
really really i purromise

YEAH WELL.
SHUT UP ABOUT IT.
AND I JUST TOLD YOU I WOULDN'T BE SWAYED BY THAT SORT OF PETTY BRIBERY.
WHICH WAS A LIE BECAUSE I AM ACTUALLY TEMPTED.

WAIT
SHIT.
IF YOU'RE GOING TO ROLEPLAY ABOUT THE WHOLE THING I'M NOT COMING.

really really you are??
yay!

no rawrpurrlaying i purromise!
just a tea purrty
with cake and sweet buns and cookies and cupcakes and muffins and lots more things!

DAMN YOU, YOU FOUL FUCKING TEMPTRESS.
FINE!
BUT JUST ONCE.

yaaaaaaaaay!
thank you karkitty :33
then ill s33 you soon!

WHY THE FUCK DID I AGREE TO THIS.
JUST LET ME KNOW AHEAD OF TIME WHEN IT'S GOING TO BE.

beclaws youre the bestest :33
dont worry i will!

I AM A DIPSHIT FOREVER WHO IS SWAYED BY SWEETS.
BUT IF THAT'S EVERYTHING, I'M HANGING UP.

what are you favourite kind?
afurter that you can hang up

WHICHEVER, I'M NOT PICKY SO LONG AS IT TASTES GOOD.
LATER.

[Click!]

II apologiize for up2ettiing you.
II cannot cea2e beiing what II am.
II do not beliieve II would wii2h two.

[ ...he'll notice what he typed after he sent it. Well, it looks like he's not 100% protected from the curse.

Just... just pretending there wasn't a glitch. ]

[Karkat stares at that for a long moment before he types anything in return.]

BUT WHY?

What el2e would II be?
II do not exii2t wiithout Her.

YOUR OWN FUCKING PERSON.
YOU EXISTED FINE WITHOUT HER BEFORE YOU GOT TURNED INTO A HELMSMAN, AND YOU EXIST JUST FINE HERE AND NOW WITHOUT HER IN THE SAME UNIVERSE.

kar i knoww that im just sayin you cant just expect me to all of a sudden change my ideas an vvalues at the drop of a fuckin hat
im wworkin on it kar i AM an me bein wwith you me feelin this wway for you an not doin wwhat our society wwould fuckin expect a me should showw that enough
the fact i DO havve friends wwith landdwwellers should also showw that
but evven so its still hard
and givvin up my royal standin
kar i feel like if id do that id lose wwhat makes me wworth anythin wwhat makes me important
fuck
kar this is a lot to ask an im not sayin i wwont but ill need time before i can really get behind this
i mean alternia isnt evven a thing so i dont get wwhy id necessarily need to givve up my royal standin
fuckin fuck i dont wwant to givve it up its important to me but i dont wwant it to cause problems for us
it
it wwont kar it wwont cause any fuckin problems

[There's a pause, because shit if this isn't hard or causing a lot of conflicting emotions. Because, to be royalty means that Eridan is special, above others, it makes him feel better, like he isn't just like everyone else--but to be royalty also means he's above Karkat, that he shouldn't BE with Karkat and god this is so hard.]

fuck i wwant to be completely open too an ill wwork on this
ill wwork hard
but i WWILL get frustrated
i WWILL get fed up from time to time
i WWILL think about givvin up sometimes i hate to admit that but its not like i got much of a choice wwith this curse but kar evven if i think about it it doesnt mean i wwill
doesnt mean wwhat wwe havve doesnt mean much to me
it does
it means so much to me
just be fair to me an patient because this is NOT easy for me or for anyone of my caste
so just understand that kar i wwant this to wwork an itll take fuckin time i knoww that an you obvviously knoww that too
i dont evven knoww wwhere im goin wwith this just i knoww ill fuck up
i did wwith our moirallegiance an i knoww i wwill wwith this but fuckin goddamnit kar i really wwant to provve i mean this i wwanna provve that i wwant this but like you said i wwill havve to wwork hard so all i ask is that youre there wwith me durin it ok
dont givve up on me evven if i can be a fuckin shitty troll an a fuckin awwful brinesucker
i dont think i could handle losin you

THE FACT THAT THERE IS NO PLANET ANYMORE IS PART OF THE REASON, MORON
AND THE OTHER PART IS THAT EVERY ONE OF US SHOULD BE FUCKING EQUAL.
I'LL GIVE YOU TIME AND BE AS PATIENT AS I CAN MANAGE
BUT YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO DO IT
BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO STAY WITH YOU IN THE END IF YOU DON'T.
IF YOU HAVE WORTH
IF ANYONE HAS WORTH
IT'S IN WHO THEY FUCKING ARE AND WHAT THEY CAN DO
NOT WHAT A FUCKED UP SOCIETY SAYS ABOUT SOMETHING AS ARBITRARY AS THEIR BLOOD COLOR.
IT WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS
BECAUSE IT WOULD IMPLICATE ME BEING LOWER THAN YOU
ALONG WITH DAMN NEAR EVERYONE ELSE!
I WANT YOU TO PITY ME BUT NOT BECAUSE YOU FUCKING LOOK DOWN ON ME AS A MUTANT
WHICH IS WHAT YOU WOULD BE DOING OTHERWISE.
DON'T EVEN ARGUE THAT.
I KNOW YOU PITY ME ENOUGH TO EVEN HAVE A QUADRANT WITH ME
THAT YOU VALUE ME ENOUGH TO BE CLOSE AT ALL
TO NOT KILL ME
BUT YOU WOULD STILL BE LOOKING DOWN ON ME AS SOMETHING LESSER IF YOU KEEP UP THAT ROYAL BULLSHIT.
I NEVER FUCKING ONCE CARED ABOUT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR BLOOD OR CLASS OR FINS OR ANYTHING THAT SETS YOU WHERE ALTERNIA DID
I DID IT BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE
AND I WANT YOU TO FUCKING SEE THAT.
JUST WORK WITH ME, AND LISTEN TO ME, AND FUCKING TRY EVEN THOUGH IT'S HARD FOR YOU.
JUST UNDERSTAND THAT AS MUCH AS I WANT TO KEEP YOU
IF YOU CAN'T CHANGE THAT VIEW, I'LL WIND UP WANTING TO GIVE UP, MYSELF.
IT FUCKING SCARES ME THAT I DON'T KNOW WHETHER OR NOT I CAN TRUST YOU TO DO IT IN THE END.

[Good job on that one, curse.]

BUT I AM GIVING YOU THIS CHANCE ANYWAY
SO PLEASE
*PLEASE*
DO NOT WASTE IT.

Edited 2012-01-13 01:08 (UTC)

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