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caughtinanetwork2012-07-16 12:41 am
behind_my_smile) wrote in caughtinanetwork2012-07-16 12:41 am
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[Accidental video]
[Fai sets the device down on the railing and that is when it clicks on, not that he realizes it at the moment. He sighs softly as he drapes himself over the railing, dangling his arms and hanging his head as he looks out across the city below. There is a reason he picked the highest apartment available in his complex and it is so he could look out just like this.]
I wonder if I've been doing too much at the Olympics..I feel tired but I just can't sleep. Maybe it's too much sun. I really shouldn't be outside all day. And I haven't fed in awhile. I don't want to end up like before so I should really go back to the store soon..Ah, maybe that is why I can't sleep.
[He picks his head up and folds his arms on the railing, resting his chin on top of them. He's quiet for a moment and then his expression softens into one that he very rarely shows to people. One that probably portrays the sad feelings housed deep inside his heart.]
It really is lonely and quiet without them around. I keep saying it isn't lonely to live alone..but I'm really not used to it. It's been a long time since I've slept someplace by myself like this. Just keep smiling! We need to just keep going..It would be bad if people say you like this!
[After that little pep talk, he sighs again, buries his face in his arms and the rest is rather muffled as he speaks.]
I really do miss them though...
I wonder if I've been doing too much at the Olympics..I feel tired but I just can't sleep. Maybe it's too much sun. I really shouldn't be outside all day. And I haven't fed in awhile. I don't want to end up like before so I should really go back to the store soon..Ah, maybe that is why I can't sleep.
[He picks his head up and folds his arms on the railing, resting his chin on top of them. He's quiet for a moment and then his expression softens into one that he very rarely shows to people. One that probably portrays the sad feelings housed deep inside his heart.]
It really is lonely and quiet without them around. I keep saying it isn't lonely to live alone..but I'm really not used to it. It's been a long time since I've slept someplace by myself like this. Just keep smiling! We need to just keep going..It would be bad if people say you like this!
[After that little pep talk, he sighs again, buries his face in his arms and the rest is rather muffled as he speaks.]
I really do miss them though...
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It's fine, you couldn't know... [Should he tell Fai more about their relationship? He might not want to hear it.]
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I'll try to be more careful should we meet again.
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[And he doesn't like being confused. That's why he dumped Tsuzuki when they were work partners.]
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