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Fai D. Flourite ([personal profile] behind_my_smile) wrote in [community profile] caughtinanetwork2012-07-16 12:41 am

[Accidental video]

[Fai sets the device down on the railing and that is when it clicks on, not that he realizes it at the moment. He sighs softly as he drapes himself over the railing, dangling his arms and hanging his head as he looks out across the city below. There is a reason he picked the highest apartment available in his complex and it is so he could look out just like this.]

I wonder if I've been doing too much at the Olympics..I feel tired but I just can't sleep. Maybe it's too much sun. I really shouldn't be outside all day. And I haven't fed in awhile. I don't want to end up like before so I should really go back to the store soon..Ah, maybe that is why I can't sleep.

[He picks his head up and folds his arms on the railing, resting his chin on top of them. He's quiet for a moment and then his expression softens into one that he very rarely shows to people. One that probably portrays the sad feelings housed deep inside his heart.]

It really is lonely and quiet without them around. I keep saying it isn't lonely to live alone..but I'm really not used to it. It's been a long time since I've slept someplace by myself like this. Just keep smiling! We need to just keep going..It would be bad if people say you like this!

[After that little pep talk, he sighs again, buries his face in his arms and the rest is rather muffled as he speaks.]

I really do miss them though...
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-30 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well... it's the only thing I'm really good at... but I like it so it's cool.
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Nah... I started when I was really young so it's all I ever got good at. I'm not really smart or anythin' so I just gave up on school.
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Well... I do wanna become an exorcist... I was actually in school for that, 'fore I got here...
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh uh, some one who exorcises demons from my world.

Kind of an important job, since not everyone can see 'em but everyone can be hurt by one if it's causin' trouble.
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah it is! I wanna be the highest rank you can get!

... 'cept I'm still stuck at Exwire right now...
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
Can't really do anything about it here. But I'll work hard when I get back and make it to the next rank in no time!
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
Heheh... thanks...

... oh, yeah, I should get cookin'!
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Uh... yeah, probably!
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[personal profile] keepsthefire 2012-07-31 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Okay!

[He takes the time to set things up a little before starting to give instructions. Soon enough, food is cooking and smells are filling the kitchen, Rin looking content to just be behind the stove with his tail swaying behind himself.]