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[rebull]

sO HOW MANY OF YOU EXACTLY,
uH,
aREN'T S1CK?

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Audio; Private

[rebull]

[Damnit- his hand lingers over his SFC for a bit before he finally messages her again.]

No, that- I said I shouldn't. And that's not even why I shouldn't. I still want to talk to you- if you'll let me.

Audio; Private

[o8liter8]

What do you even want from me? If you wanted to talk, you had plenty of opportunities to do it before now, and then when I take the initiative to talk to you, you whine and waffle about how it's bad for you to talk to me. These are not the actions and words of a troll who actually wants to talk to another troll.

Audio; suddenly not private

[rebull]

[Thanks SFCs.]

It's not that easy for me. It's- it's really hard to speak to a ghost of a loved one, especially if you killed them. I realize you were never good with understanding that sort of thing, but try to understand right now. It's- I- I'm having a hard time shedding away everything that happened. I know you are unprepared now for what will happen-

But I- I never got time to prepare for w-what I had to do.

Audio; oh no the world is watching

[o8liter8]

I'm not a ghost. I'm a troll, and you're not the only one it's hard on.

What is it you want from me?

Audio;

[rebull]

I know, and I don't think I ever said anything about it not being tough for you, having to know something like... like what you did and so young, would be hard for anyone.

I don't- I- I don't know.

Audio;

[o8liter8]

Then what am I supposed to do, even? Avoid you, or stick around till you figure yourself out?

Audio;

[rebull]

You're not supposed to do anything. Just be yourself, that's- that' really all I want and all you ever need to do.

Audio;

[o8liter8]

You're-




...Fine, whatever. Not like you've ever made sense, now isn't the time to start, right.

Audio;

[rebull]

I don't understand how that doesn't make sense. I. I want you to be yourself.

Audio;

[o8liter8]

Which myself.

Audio;

[rebull]

Who you are now.

Audio;

[o8liter8]

...Well. Fine.

Does this mean we're not doing the stupid silent treatment thing anymore?

Audio;

[rebull]

No, I- I'm sorry about that. I was an immature fool who didn't really understand what you were going through, heh. And when I came back I- I just was not prepared to converse with you yet. [He's still not, honestly, if he could cry anymore he's be on the edge right now. He's already sure he's going to contact Darkleer after this conversation.]

Audio;

[o8liter8]

Well. All right, then.

...Is Darkleer. Is he doing okay?

[ Still no idea that this is all public, nope. ]

Audio;

[rebull]

[This isn't private anymore? Hadn't noticed.]

Oh, yeah, he's, he's all right, heh. You guys don't talk anymore? You were uh, pretty tight, last time I was here.

Audio;

[o8liter8]

....He fucked up Psii. Badly. I've been trying to pick up the pieces from that spectacular disaster.

So no, I've not been very kind to him for a while now.

Audio;

[rebull]

I heard. But I mean, I don't really know what he said or did. But he's uh, a highblood, and you guys are prone to get pretty bad sometimes when something bad happens to you. I hope Psii feels better and remembers that, and uh, can forgive him.