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[Video] 07 Feathers

[Davesprite looks like he just woke up. Amazing that he feels more tired after sleeping for three straight weeks. Note to self: try to avoid that in the future.]

I'd say this is for the sake of science or something along those lines, but since it's truth week, I doubt it'd let me say that. So, I'm just going to say that this is me exploiting the hell out of this curse by asking this question publicly.

[Dramatic pause!]

What are your most embarrassing guilty pleasures? I'm surprised nobody has asked this already, Jesus.

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I can imagine. I will keep my opinions secret... unless someone asks me during the week, apparently. I know important it is that we keep that monster subdued the best we can.

[Ugh... she is completely terrified of the GHB, for good reason. Good thing her policy of active avoidance has been paying off for her time here, at least it has so far.]

He at least seems to be less actively pursuing trouble these days.. I hope it stays that way. I don't want to lose anyone like I lost Lysunder, no matter how temporarily.

I hope he does too. Or maybe the scientists could send him home? Or even better, with all their technological might, if they can pull him from our world, why not send him back somewhere else? Like the middle of a star?

Oh, how I wish, but...

[Huff.]

Lysunder..

Yes, it is never that simple, is it?

[What the bronzeblood saw in that monster was beyond her. It was something she stopped trying to fathom months ago.]

Oh, it really never is. As long as he just stays safe, that's all I can really ask for. I'm simply his matesprit, I can't try and control his life decisions.

No, you cannot, but that does not mean you should not factor into them at all. At least you know he cares for you, and he is not stupid. He will know where to draw the line.

[She would give him a conciliatory pap him if she could.]

I believe they have some sort of agreement, I simply cannot for the life of me tell you the details.

[Paps, yes please]

Nor would I ask of them. I cannot say I wish to know anything about that brute more then his current location and the best means of avoiding him.

He seems to have become somewhat withdrawn, although I have observed via proxies that he occasionally wanders out... You simply have to keep our nose focused. His stench is hard to miss.

Oh, I know. His is a smell I could never forget. The slightest hint of it and I find a detour.

I...

I know its terrible.

I am suppose to believe in equality and a chance for redemption for everyone. Signless taught me better then this, but... Not him. Not after everything he has done.[Quite a statement considering her forgiveness and moirallegiance of the troll who had actually slain her matesprit. The curse seems to be taking her down a uncomfortable line of thought.]

Some simply can't be redeemed. That is the truth of the matter.

Something I tried to deny for the longest time. It still makes be feel a little sick to admit it to myself, but you are right I want to believe that no one is past redemption. But what he did... all he has done.

[There is a surprisingly cold tone in her voice, especially coming from her.]

He is unforgivable.

If he wanted to be redeemed, then he would try, or at least listen. You would know.

It is no fault of your own.

I know, I guess, I know...

[A small defeated sigh.]

I just feel like I am failing his teachings by acknowledging my hatred, instead of trying to see past it.

You don't fail something because you cannot save one pebble from dropping. If you didn't acknowledge it, then you'd just be hiding in your ignorance, and isn't that what he tried to teach above all else? Avoiding such a thing?

I...

[Another sigh, and a pause as she collects her thoughts.]

I suppose so, yes. I have just never really confronted what I have felt in my heart. You know, after his death. My time in the wilds... My thoughts of vengeance, hatred, and even worse. I was supposed to be his most loyal Disciple, I remembered all of his teachings... and yet part of me felt like I betrayed him when I harbored these thoughts.

Shoosh, you're only a troll. It is a pretty thought, to think we could go our lives without wishing violence and death upon another, but you were raised similar to how I was- we can't help it.

[Signless is some weird freak of nature, Darkleer is pretty sure.]

Do you want me to set up a pile?

I do not know. Maybe.

[A sigh. Signless might be a freak of nature, but he was her freak of nature.]

I maybe have been raised in our culture, but I learned to expect better from myself... A pile might be a good idea, actually.

Alright, I'll get one set up immediately.

Okay... Thank you...

I will start heading over. Do you want some coffee or something?

Oh yes, that would be lovely.

(OOC:Lets just handwave, I believe this thread is old enough anyhow. Tea, Coffee, Cakes and Feels are had.)

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[Video] 07 Feathers

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Private-ish; bring to voicemail or just handwave or what?

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