Saix (
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caughtinanetwork2013-08-12 03:28 pm
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[...There is something wrong with his body.]
[Saix really doesn't want to admit it, because that would make Axel right, but it's simply fact that he realizes once he's back in his own body instead of stuck in Axel's. It reminded him of what it felt like to be Isa a little bit, and it also reminded him of how it had felt when he had first joined the Organization. How he is now is... different. It's the Darkness. It feels thicker, like a heavy fog. He knows he's done some horrible things in the name of his goal, but never cared because the end justified the means. Still, this almost feels like too much.]
[Saix spends the day trying to convince himself that he's just letting himself fall into the same delusional trap that Axel has, but in the end, he has to know.]
[So you'll be seeing this guy on the SFC today, looking as calm and apathetic as ever.]
I'm curious, but are there any in Vatheon who are knowledgeable in the spiritual heart of a person? Perhaps the better, more general word would be 'soul'.
[A body, a mind, and a 'heart'- that's what makes a person, isn't it? But take away the 'heart', have it be lost to Heartless, and you're left with a body and a mind. A Nobody...]
[Saix really doesn't want to admit it, because that would make Axel right, but it's simply fact that he realizes once he's back in his own body instead of stuck in Axel's. It reminded him of what it felt like to be Isa a little bit, and it also reminded him of how it had felt when he had first joined the Organization. How he is now is... different. It's the Darkness. It feels thicker, like a heavy fog. He knows he's done some horrible things in the name of his goal, but never cared because the end justified the means. Still, this almost feels like too much.]
[Saix spends the day trying to convince himself that he's just letting himself fall into the same delusional trap that Axel has, but in the end, he has to know.]
[So you'll be seeing this guy on the SFC today, looking as calm and apathetic as ever.]
I'm curious, but are there any in Vatheon who are knowledgeable in the spiritual heart of a person? Perhaps the better, more general word would be 'soul'.
[A body, a mind, and a 'heart'- that's what makes a person, isn't it? But take away the 'heart', have it be lost to Heartless, and you're left with a body and a mind. A Nobody...]
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I'm not much interested in such things, in case that wasn't obvious.
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Have you ever tried it? I assure you it's well worth knowing. It might even spark the growth of that heart you so long for.
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[He is indeed a virgin. After all, he was too busy to involve himself in something so trivial, and there had never been any real interest after the loss of his heart anyway.]
What makes you think that?
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How can an act so intimate do anything but?
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[ Barry moved closer again. ]
Maybe you should give both of us a chance.
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[It still seems unlikely... But what does he have to lose?]
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[ Barry pulled away fully now, putting some distance between them. ]
I think your first lesson went well, but do make sure you practice~
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Thank you for the tea.
[He'll just be leaving, kthx]
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[ He helps lead Saix to the door, smiling all the while. This one was one to keep around. ]