[text - and she forgot the anon part!]

[booyaka_boom]

Important - someone please bring sake and chocolate to the chocobo barn. Lots of it. Immediately.

Do not enter the barn. Leave it by the door.

*Not the usual kind of message from Selphie - she had meant for it to be anon, but given how utterly miserable she's feeling, she'd forgotten to turn on the button. So there's your text, Vatheon, from a girl who is suffering too much now that Aya has left the bubble*

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[closedcircuit]

*He won't judge the sugar, at least.*

Do you want to talk about it, or something else?

OMG SORRY FOR LATE We can drop this if you want!!

[booyaka_boom]

*Selphie shrugs slightly as she takes a tentative sip of her tea*

I don't know... I don't know if talking about it is any use...

[closedcircuit]

There seems to be only one way to find out.

[booyaka_boom]

*Selphie took a moment or two to compose herself, swallowing hard on another sip of tea*

I just hate this place... I don't hate anything, but I do hate this place...

There's really no point, in meeting anyone, or loving anyone, if it's only going to be taken away...and to feel like this...

[closedcircuit]

Just because we lose doesn't mean the caring wasn't worth it.

That's the case...everywhere, not just here.

[Perhaps it's a bit hypocritical, given the distance Ky keeps from people, but on the other hand he's lost plenty of soldiers under his command, and he didn't ever want it to stop hurting.]

That feeling is how we know we're still alive, that having had them still mattered.

omg I didn't even see this! ignore if you want ;;

[booyaka_boom]

*Selphie sits up more to gulp down the tea, not caring that it's hot but needing the sugar*

I don't know. Does talking about it even help? It's not going to bring him back.