Kanaya Maryam (
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caughtinanetwork2013-02-20 12:28 pm
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I Think This Was The Proverbial Last Dried Grass Strand
I Am Done
I Used To Be Content With Just Waiting Out My Time Here As Best I Could
But Ive Had Enough Of The People In Charge Jerking Us Around
Playing With Us
Basically On The Subject Of The Scientists
Just
Fuck Those Guys
[Guess who was not happy about the chocolate heart she received?]
I Am Done
I Used To Be Content With Just Waiting Out My Time Here As Best I Could
But Ive Had Enough Of The People In Charge Jerking Us Around
Playing With Us
Basically On The Subject Of The Scientists
Just
Fuck Those Guys
[Guess who was not happy about the chocolate heart she received?]
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Yes
Or Rather Was
We Knew Each Other On Alternia And Were Moirails For A Time
But It Was Not Exactly And Equitable Situation
I Would Help Her As I Could
When She Wasnt Ignoring Me
And She Never Really Put Much Back Into The Relationship [HINT HINT MINDFANG KANAYA'S GONNA WATCH YOU AND DOLOMAMMA LIKE A HAWK]
I Stuck With It Though Because I Had Started To Develop More Concupiscent Feelings For Her
And Apparently The Same Was True On Her End Though We Didnt Actually Figure That Out Until It Was Far Too Late
Eventually She Started Focusing Her Attention Elsewhere As Neither Of Us Made Any Moves To Change Our Situation
And We Had Some Arguments
It Did Not go Well
Then She Was Killed
There Was A Lot Going On At The Time So I Didnt Think About It At All Really
It Was Only A Short While Later That I Was Brought Here To Vatheon
And She Was The First Person To Talk To Me Here That I Knew
We Kept In Contact For Several Months
Several Awkward And Painful Months
In One Fight We Broke Our Moirallegiance Entirely
And Eventually We Realized How We Both Felt
How We Had Felt The Whole Time
We Became Matesprits And It Was So Much Better Than Our Pale Joke
A Few Very Happy Weeks Later This Place
These Scientists
Or Whatever
They Took Her Back
She Went Back Right To The Moment They Brought Her Here
Just Before She Was Killed
That Was About A Quarter Sweep Ago
You Might See Where I Could Take This Chocolate As Something Of A Personal Affront
And Why I Dont Have Any Problem With You Doing Anything To Them
Other Than The Possible Repercussions You Might Face
Im Sorry For Expounding On All Of This
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Or maybe it does but she's really good at reading quickly and working out what's important.
Also shush she is not in a relationship with her gosh!!! She won't take her side ok.]
How funny, that the lives of descendants so strongly mimic those of ancestors. You hear the tales, yes, 8ut to see it's true is another thing.
I wish you luck at least. My own red romances were... often trou8lesome. Hopefully, when she returns yours will not 8e the same.
After all, it seems death matters little to this place and these people. I myself should 8e a corpse.
And according to some I have 8een so for sweeps.
She may return to you.
[It's the best she can say. Her mouth is not one meant for comforting, more used to mocking and cold harsh truths. But if this jadeblood makes her descendant happy, then she wants that. She wants the girl not to live her own hard life.]
If I come up with a reasona8le and successful plan we shall see what happens. Repercussions are pesky things, 8ut they rarely stop me.
Don't worry. I've 8een known to talk too.
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But Because Our Relationship Was Really Developed Here There Is A Chance That Should She Return She Wouldnt Even Remember What We Had
And Its Been Several Months Now
I Do Hope She Comes Back But I Cant Just Wait Forever
Thank You Though For The Condolences And Advice
As Far As Raging Against This Cage
You And I Are Not The Only Ones Who Arent Content To Just Stay Here And Be Subjected To Their Games
This Might Be Of Interest To You
Its An Archive Of Things That Weve Observed Or Discovered By Some Of Us
If You Do Take Some Sort Of Action Against Them And Find Anything Interesting This Is A Good Place To Share
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If it's worth it you'll know it.
It's nothing.
[There's a break for a bit as she does a quick skim of what she's been sent before filing it away to look more closely at it later]
I see.
Yes, that will 8e of some assistance. It will at least give me a 8ase to see what I am working against.
And see how I can turn there little games against them.
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Theres Nobody Here Who Has Been More Effective And Active In Opposing These People
wrong. icon. orz
[Either way she'll remember that name]
I wouldn't sell yourself too short Kanaya. Modesty is only an attractive tr8 to a point and then you just 8ecome a doormat. You've 8een quite inform8tive to me.
Oh? And now I'm all intrigued as to what it was. There's some interesting options in your collection
Thank You
Im Glad To Be Of Service
And I Dont Mean To Discount My Own Accomplishments There
But She Really Has Been The Center Of The Effort
[Talking to Mindfang is difficult for her... It's like she texting with Vriska again... but a Vriska that has become rather mature and, to be honest, more kind.]
asdfghj It. Might have been this one http://www.dreamwidth.org/userpic/4618102/1151288
If you do not mean to discount your own accomplishments then don't. No one else will 8e mentioning them for you, in fact they often tend to try and take them away.
One can easily 8e a centre. Just as one can easily 8e modest. 8ut only one of those is worth anything. You do not need to 8e the centre to 8e grand.
[Well, let's be honest. At Vriska's age Mindfang wasn't much better. And when you've lived for so very long you do eventually have to grow up. Even if growing up means facing your death and welcoming it.]
Oh Miss Mindfang Ooh
I Will Endeavor To Keep This Advice In Mind
Its Something I Should Really Keep An Eye On Myself For Anyway
[In fact, she can recall eerily similar advice coming from Vriska, once upon a time... though it was more of an accusation in the middle of a heated argument. Kanaya's attempts to overcome her own modesty and passive habits were a part of what led to her Matespritship with Mindfang's descendant, after all. Perhaps she's been slipping a bit, since Vriska left.]
[This conversation has, like a few others today, given her plenty to think about. She's been stuck in quite a rut for the last few months.]
It was amazing
I suppose I'll leave you to dwell on it then. Unless there is something else you would ask of me?
[Clearly it is the most excellent advice. And one that Kanaya needs to learn soon. Because Mindfang has never been the best at repeating things]
The End
Thank You Though
Youve Given Me More Than Enough To Think About For Now
As Well As Some Much Appreciated Support
If Ever You Feel Like You Might Want Me To Return The Favor
Please
Dont Hesitate To Ask
wonderful
You're quite interesting Kanaya Maryam. Enough to keep an eye on.
8ye 8ye.
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