Saix (
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caughtinanetwork2013-08-12 03:28 pm
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[...There is something wrong with his body.]
[Saix really doesn't want to admit it, because that would make Axel right, but it's simply fact that he realizes once he's back in his own body instead of stuck in Axel's. It reminded him of what it felt like to be Isa a little bit, and it also reminded him of how it had felt when he had first joined the Organization. How he is now is... different. It's the Darkness. It feels thicker, like a heavy fog. He knows he's done some horrible things in the name of his goal, but never cared because the end justified the means. Still, this almost feels like too much.]
[Saix spends the day trying to convince himself that he's just letting himself fall into the same delusional trap that Axel has, but in the end, he has to know.]
[So you'll be seeing this guy on the SFC today, looking as calm and apathetic as ever.]
I'm curious, but are there any in Vatheon who are knowledgeable in the spiritual heart of a person? Perhaps the better, more general word would be 'soul'.
[A body, a mind, and a 'heart'- that's what makes a person, isn't it? But take away the 'heart', have it be lost to Heartless, and you're left with a body and a mind. A Nobody...]
[Saix really doesn't want to admit it, because that would make Axel right, but it's simply fact that he realizes once he's back in his own body instead of stuck in Axel's. It reminded him of what it felt like to be Isa a little bit, and it also reminded him of how it had felt when he had first joined the Organization. How he is now is... different. It's the Darkness. It feels thicker, like a heavy fog. He knows he's done some horrible things in the name of his goal, but never cared because the end justified the means. Still, this almost feels like too much.]
[Saix spends the day trying to convince himself that he's just letting himself fall into the same delusional trap that Axel has, but in the end, he has to know.]
[So you'll be seeing this guy on the SFC today, looking as calm and apathetic as ever.]
I'm curious, but are there any in Vatheon who are knowledgeable in the spiritual heart of a person? Perhaps the better, more general word would be 'soul'.
[A body, a mind, and a 'heart'- that's what makes a person, isn't it? But take away the 'heart', have it be lost to Heartless, and you're left with a body and a mind. A Nobody...]
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[ Barry took a gamble, but judging by ages he ha a feeling Axel was the closer one to Saix. He shifted his appearance changing into the red-head. ]
So seeing me here doesn't bother you?
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So I see you've met Axel before.
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[ Barry moves exactly as Axel would while speaking. The tone of his voice is exactly the same. ]
What's wrong? Not happy to see me?
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Not particularly. Are you done playing your games?
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Better?
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[It's said a bit more coldly than usual even for Saix.]
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You know, you're not unlike Axel. Is he missing his heart as well?
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He should be.
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Then he found it again?
[ That might also explain things, why Axel was so unsure about his relationship with Roxas. ]
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[There's a slight tone to Saix's voice that hints at his thoughts on this. Quiet but there, and it goes a little something like how the fuck do you not even realize you can feel and create actual social bonds again you goddamn idiot I swear I am so fucking done.]
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[ Barry doubted that. Saix seemed smart, he had to have suspected something. ]
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Has anyone from your world given you any ideas?
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[ Barry reached out to place a hand on Saix's shoulder. ]
If you find the right appeal, it's amazing what you can do, and what you can get people to do.
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What sort of appeal is that, then?
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[ Barry slipped his hand along Saix neck, moving up into that bright blue hair. ]
A heart is easy to manipulate. You can turn it to your will. You just need to find the right buttons to press.
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Really.
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[ Barry brings his other hand up and moves closer to Saix till he's practically pressed up against the other man. ]
A little nudge here, a tug there, and anyone can become putty in your hands. It takes time, some longer than others, but if you work at it anything can be yours.
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[On the bright side, Saix isn't getting any more tense, but he's not relaxing much either. He's just staring down at Barry, gold eyes critical.]
Whenever I've had to nudge someone along a certain path, I've usually dealt more with anger and desperation.
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[ Barry moved in closer till his lips were barely above Saix's own yet again. ]
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