[Text] ♉ Summoner: "Appease the drone."

[rebull]

oKAY vATHEON,
sO MY NERVES ARE WRACKED,
aNY SUGGEST1ONS TO HELP A GUY RELAX?
pREFERABLY TH1NGS YOU CAN DO OUTDOORS,
bECAUSE THERE REALLY 1S NOT STRUCTURE HERE THAT CAN HANDLE MY RACK.
1DEAS?

[BAM - FILTER: To anyone above the age of 18 Earth years / 9 Alternian sweeps.]

bES1DES NOOK HUNT1NG,
bECAUSE THAT'S WHAT TH1S POST 1S NOW ABOUT.
sER1OUSLY,
1 DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW ALL OF YOU CAN GET ALONG SO GREY,
bUT 1 REALLY NEED SOME COLOR 1N MY L1FE.
mY GOAL POSTS ARE W1DE OPEN FOR SOME K1ND OF ACT1ON.
jUST PUTT1NG 1T OUT THERE.
nOT TO MENT1ON...
mY CUR1OS1TY.
uH,
yOU KNOW, aBOUT OTHER SPEC1ES AND THE L1KE.
cOME ON, yOU OTHER TROLLS CAN'T TELL ME YOU'RE NOT CUR1OUS AT ALL.
};)
bUT YEAH, uH, hOT AND HEAVY HORN HANDL1NG 1S DEF1N1TELY SOMETH1NG 1 NEED 1N MY L1FE.
jsyk.

[Kinda laughing his ass off here, but he is pretty serious.]

Comments

[aim_exorable]

[Darkleer's expression is hard to read, thanks to his combined sunglasses and the hand near his face, but then he's sinking to the ground with a heavy thnk.]

[No guarantees on the listening, however.]

[420]

Good. Aight.

[Gamzee runs his fingers through his hair for a moment, pondering. He is not really good at his.]

You... you made a mistake, motherfucker. That be all you did. and I ain't all gonna be up and like it weren't you or you weren't be meaning to or some musclebeast shit like that. You did what you fuckin' done.

But... but just cause you all fucked up once, ain't gonna mean there ain't no motherfuckers ready to forgive ya.

[aim_exorable]

[Were you expecting a reply, Gamzee? Because that's not happening. Darkleer simply stares, utterly silent.]

[Know what solves this curse? Not talking solves this curse.]

[Besides.]

[He already said it- he doesn't want to be forgiven. Not until he knows just... what's the right way anymore.]

[420]

[Oh right, go ahead. Don't talk. WHO IS THE ADULT AND WHO IS THE CHILD HERE, DARKLEER.]

Everybody's got their own thinking on all what is being wrong. That's cool. Just gotta let any motherfucker be so he can fuckin' think what he wants.

[aim_exorable]

[The adult is the one smart enough to realize that if you can't talk, you can't make a worse fool of yourself! So there!]

[Also, still just staring, Gamzee. He is exhausted from that emotional outburst. He's terrified, also, that he'll end up spilling more things he isn't ready to face yet.]

[Which is everything, really.]

[420]

[Gamzee sighs, before he sits down in front of him, not even thinking that he is creating that height difference again.]

Sometimes I wish you were all easier to fuckin' get.

[aim_exorable]

[Just an apologetic stare before Darkleer realizes something and reaches back to retrieve Gamzee's SFC. Click click click! Then he hands it to him.]

D --> I'm sorry

[420]

[Gamzee looks at the message, smiling just slightly before pressing the SFC back into his hands. Fine, communicate by text if you want to.]

I... I keep all telling Karkat, I'm gonna help you get up in your fuckin' chill zone. Might all get your happy on and keep my good motherfucker from harshing at you. [Not that he was wrong to harsh, but still.] Just sometimes ain't even sure if it be helping.

[Fuck trying to keep secrets at this point. The curse was going to drag them all out of him anyway, wasn't it?]

[aim_exorable]

[Type. Delete. More typing. More deleting. He finally decides on something presentable.]

D --> He has more than enough reason to dislike me
D --> I will not tell him to stop

[420]

I know, I know. Didn't all mean that. Know I can't get Karkat to dig you. Ain't thinking the motherfucker all got to.

Was more like... is what I'm all doing helping you up and get up in your fuckin' happy at more?

[aim_exorable]

D --> Yes

[Darkleer doesn't seem particularly relieved or thankful on that, however.]

[420]

Good. Ain't nothing wrong with up and being happy, you get? No matter what shit you done. You just gotta shoulder what shit you done and keep moving on and try and fuckin' make up for it.

That's what Wataru said.

[aim_exorable]

[No answer.]

[Just another tired and miserable stare.]

[This would be easier if he knew what he was making up for.]

[420]

[He sighs, before looking down.]

Wish he were here. He would've all been able to speak to you. He were way fuckin' better at that than me.

[aim_exorable]

D --> I am sorry for making things difficult

[420]

Nah, it's cool. Can't all make you do what shit I want, right? That ain't fuckin' fair.

[aim_exorable]

D --> I suppose I wouldn't know much about that

[420]

About what?

[aim_exorable]

D --> What counts as fair
D --> and what does not
D --> Example
D --> Despite being younger than me
D --> You still take precedence over me
D --> And I know that is not something you care for
D --> But it is what I know

[420]

You can learn to know new stuff. That ain't fuckin' impossible. I've learned loads of new things here in this hood at.

[aim_exorable]

D --> You are young
D --> It is easier to do so for you
D --> Not for me.
D --> If I can even be sure that change is what is needed

[420]

You just up and gotten be going with what your pusher tells you be right at. And listen to what your bros front at you. Friends know what's fuckin' best for ya.