caughtinanetwork | Day 115

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Day 115 - [Voice]

[Roxas normally doesn't have a problem using video on these things, but... Well, for some reason he doesn't feel like broadcasting his face right now.]

Is it weird to feel connected to someone you've got nothing in common with? Personality-wise, I mean. Like maybe you're in a similar situation, but you turned out completely different...

Guess I'm thinking too much lately.

[Filtered to Sora]
This is kind of stupid, but... Have you turned sixteen already?

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I... yeah. Maybe.

[He still isn't sure how Jade and the others feel about him, and he isn't sure if the friends he has here truly feel that way about him or find him annoying or... Luke's just surprised no one outwardly hates him or anything.]

I've never really... had friends before this, so I wouldn't really know. [Guy's the closest he could count as a friend, but he still isn't sure.]

[Never really had friends? At least from this conversation, Roxas can't see any obvious reasons for that. But, if the reason for Luke's "connection" is anything like his to Sora...]

If... there was something back home that made people not want to- talk to you and stuff, well- No one knows or cares about that here.

I know! ... I know.

[Which is why he shouldn't tell anyone. This is a place where he can just... start over. Maybe. If he can just not think about St. Binah and the state his world is in for more than a few hours.]

It's just hard, I guess. I can't stop thinking about... stuff back home.

...did something bad happen?

... Yeah. And I was just on my way to try to fix things before I got here.

It'll be there when you get back. At least it can be fixed, right?

I don't - ... I'm not sure. But it has to be. If it can't, then - more people will die!

[Even that's probably too much to say. So, he grits his teeth, shuts his eyes, then speaks up a little more quietly.]

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. It's just hard to stop worrying something like that.

It's okay. I don't think it's a bad thing to feel that strongly about something.

It is when everyone tells you to stop worrying about it! Man... I'm just hopeless.

I don't think anybody stops worrying when you tell them to.

Maybe not... Heh. I guess that's better than thinking something's wrong with me.

Yeah... You seem pretty nromal to me.

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If only.

... A lot of people here come from pretty weird backgrounds, y'know.

[... Oh Luke lost himself for a moment.]

Huh? Oh... right.

So - yeah. Try anyway, I guess. [Aaaand time to bow out before things hit too close to home.]

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[voice] ...really, self? nromal?

[voice] happens to the best of us |Da