You're right, I didn't. It's not like I had a choice either. You get to live with that for the rest of your life, sweetheart, and so do I. I didn't get the option of not knowing. I'm eleven sweeps old and I know how I'm going to die and I get to wait for that for centuries, so don't tell me what's fair.
[ She lets out a soft sigh. ]
Do you at least miss me. Did you at least make it worth something.
...You say that like all the time we did spend together meant nothing- but, I guess maybe you're right, since you knew the whole time. Heh, bet you just- you just stuck around be you knew it was inevitable then, huh? Might as well...
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I do and I did. I would've- w-would've never done something like that if it wasn't for something. But that doesn't mean I don't feel like... like that any more...
[Lysunder sighs, hunching over a little and grazing a hand through his hair. He says nothing for a bit, soon breathing deep, closing his eyes.]
Yes, Darkleer, I plan on continuing what... what we had. I don't think I'll ever stop feeling what I do though, I can't- I can't really help it. You were-
Are- You are extremely important to me, but I shouldn't really even talk to you.
So the first time you came here, you avoided me because I'm not enough like who I became in centuries, and now you avoid me because I'm too much like her. Never going to stop living in my future's shadow, am I?
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No. No I'm not- Are you?
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[Not for the reason you might think, Mindfang... But he does sound a little distant when he says it.]
You should get better soon, I'd uh, I'd think. I don't think this will last too long.
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So.
You came back.
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[ She lets out a soft sigh. ]
Do you at least miss me. Did you at least make it worth something.
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[A swallows, taking a deep breath before answering.]
I do and I did. I would've- w-would've never done something like that if it wasn't for something. But that doesn't mean I don't feel like... like that any more...
For you I mean.
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You what? But- Darkleer!
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[Lysunder sighs, hunching over a little and grazing a hand through his hair. He says nothing for a bit, soon breathing deep, closing his eyes.]
Yes, Darkleer, I plan on continuing what... what we had. I don't think I'll ever stop feeling what I do though, I can't- I can't really help it. You were-
Are- You are extremely important to me, but I shouldn't really even talk to you.
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Whatever. Fine. Fuck this.
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No, that- I said I shouldn't. And that's not even why I shouldn't. I still want to talk to you- if you'll let me.
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