Day 160 - [Video]

[coolerthansora]

[Roxas appears on the screen, looking unsure of himself for a moment before taking a breath.]

Um... I wanted to apologize to a couple people for last week. I said some stupid things and- it was probably really frustrating.

I've been thinking about having some things of my own, and... I think the last day of summer would be good for a birthday. It still seems weird to just pick, but- I guess I've gotta turn 16 sometime.

[He pauses, looking like he has something else he wants to say, but his cheeks pink a bit and he just turns off the feed.]

Comments

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[flared]

It's-- [...] --I should've never explained that word to you.

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[coolerthansora]

And I thought you said you wouldn't mind.

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[flared]

Heh. Fine, you got me there. [Sigh] Well, whatever. I'll take it as a compliment.

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[coolerthansora]

[A triumphant little grin.]

You're welcome.

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[flared]

Well, at least someone still thinks I'm cute after that little fiasco. [Snicker]

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[coolerthansora]

Fiasco?

[Nope, he doesn't know what that means.]

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[flared]

Like... a huge mess.

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[coolerthansora]

Oh... I didn't think it was that bad.

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[flared]

[Awkward neck rub] Yeah... [Ok, and he won't be looking directly at the screen either.]

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[coolerthansora]

[He was talking about the general fact of the thing, but, uhh, hmm.

"Not that bad" seems pretty inadequate to describe the kissing.]

Some of it was- [actually pretty nice? something he might want to do again? He's not sure he should go that far.]

...well, you know.

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[flared]

[... He hangs his head and laughs softly. Roxas seems uneasy about it, so he'll just take that as "oh god it was horrible."]

Don't worry. It won't happen again.

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[coolerthansora]

Oh.

[Maybe Axel doesn't know where he was going with that. Roxas gives a small frown of disappointment.]

...best friends don't really do that, huh?

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[flared]

Uh--

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[flared]

--Remember that thing I told you about Nobodies not being able to love?

It's kind of like that. Only people who really love each other can... interact that way.

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[coolerthansora]

I- I know.

...

Do you- think that's really true though? I mean, Demyx had a boyfriend...

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[flared]

That's because Demyx is weird. [Clearly this is the best explanation. He shrugs and looks away, hands on his hips. Sure, it's a nice thought, comforting, even, but--He has to think realistically.]

Anyway, as long as we're trapped here without our hearts, we'll never know the right answers.

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[coolerthansora]

[Is that really all it is? ...Roxas doesn't think so. Sure, Demyx is weird, but maybe he figured something out. Roxas wants to think he can figure it out, too.

But the more concerning part of what Axel says is that he seems to want to go back.]

Isn't here all we've got?

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[flared]

[Ever since he's been here, he hasn't felt quite right. He knows there's nothing much for him to return to if he goes back to their World, but...

He hums a bit in thought. Then,]

Maybe for some.

Mm, then again, it's not like going back or staying here will make that much difference. [He's smirking a bit even though the subject is just so... dark. If they go back, they won't have their hearts, and if they stay here they won't have their hearts. Either way--]

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[coolerthansora]

[For Roxas, it makes a huge difference. Going back means he doesn't exist and Axel dies. Staying here means... they're here.]

Then let's stay.

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[flared]

Not like we've got any other choice, huh?

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[coolerthansora]

I guess not.

But, if we ever get a choice...

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[flared]

... There's unfinished business for me back in our World, Roxas.

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[coolerthansora]

No, there isn't.

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[flared]

Yes, there is.

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[coolerthansora]

Just let Sora handle it.