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The you that was here before could get around fine enough, but I guess you can't ewen match up to the standard he left. How fuckin' pathetic.

Fuck off, salt-sucker. He had robotic eyes from Equius. And I will, too, soon enough.

If you want some black makeouts or whatever, you'll either have to come to Larmline, or wait.

Actually he got those right before he disappeared, but good, then you won't be entirely useless.

[..dflkjdsl black makeouts?]

Who the fuck said anything about me wantin' to suck on your honey-coated lips, Sol? Or hawe you had such a fuckin' incredible hate-hard on for me this whole time that you can't fuckin' contain it?

Edited 2012-03-30 04:46 (UTC)

Well, I don't know how the fuck he found his way around without the ability to see.

You're the one who is itching to show me 'proof' that we were kismeses!

It's called adaptin' but I guess you're too pathetic to do that, so whatewer.

I'm not itchin' to get my tongue down your chute just because I want to prowe that the relationship I fuckin' had that meant somethin' to me wasn't fictional! You're the piece a rubbish tryin' to inwalidate what I had!

I'm adapted. I'm just not looking like a loser for your fucking entertainment, running into shit so you can enjoy yourself.

Oh, it meant something to you. That's why you're treating me with complete contempt - like you always have - not to mention hid that it ever happened until Equius brought it up, then lied about it even then!

I wouldn't ewen see you on your fuckin' way idiot. I'd ewen giwe you a head start if you're so worried about me mockin' you for that shit, you grub.

Yeah it meant somethin'. Somethin' I didn't want to entirely ruin with the inewitable rejection I'd get from you because you don't remember a damn fuckin' bit of it! It's better to just fuckin' let it die as a good thing than to let your ignorant ass rub salt in the wound that still lies fresh. An' what's it fuckin' matter to you ANYWAY? Had he not said anythin', ewerythin' would resume as fuckin' normal without you hawin' to worry about a relationship you had no part in.

Right, because I've got reason to trust you.

[He's silent for a long moment] I don't know that I'd reject you. I fucking loathe you. But I never thought you wanted me. You always wanted FF.

If this was about somethin' unimportant to me, yeah I'd probably lie about this, but my aim isn't to get mockin' material on you.

[Now cue his own pause.]

... I did want Fef, yeah. But there was plenty reason for me to want a riwalry with you, sure maybe it sparked because a her, but there's more to it than that, so fuck you for thinkin' otherwise you underserwin' fuck.

[But, this goes back to his conflicted feelings. He was almost over Sollux, thought he had feelings for Gamzee, been getting mixed signals from Vriska, but now that ire and feelings of rivalry are starting to get sparked again for Sollux and he's not sure how to feel, how to even act. The fact he said he wasn't sure if he'd reject him... That gets him hopeful, but he's reluctant. This is a different Sollux than the one before. Augh.]

But I'll be honest, as a right now, I don't fuckin' know what I want.

[Sollux doesn't know how to feel, either. He feels like he's gotten whiplash from this conversation. He never thought Eridan would be interested in him, and he's not sure that the fact that Eridan had some relationship with him that he doesn't even remember even applies to him.

But the idea of being in a real kismessitude appeals to him, and Eridan - well, he might be a tool, but he's an attractive tool. Not that he can see him.

Fuck.]

Well, good, because I don't know what I want, either. This all just sort of came out of left field to me.

[It takes him a few good seconds before he responds.]

Well, you hawe Eq to thank for that.

[But... He's not telling him an outright no, so he really can't help the hopeful feeling bubbling inside of him--despite how much he's trying to keep that controlled. He's not gonna let himself get his hopes too high, he's not an idiot.]

[He's quiet for a bit, too.]

I don't know, I think it would have been surprising, no matter how I found out. But now I know, so... that's fine, I guess.

[He takes a breath]

So when I get my eyes, do you want to go...for a walk or something?

That is if you ewer did.

[But he leaves that train of thought at that before he ponders the question. A walk, huh? It's a strange idea, going for a walk with your not-kismesis, but screw it, they obviously needed to talk.]

... Yeah, sure.

Edited 2012-03-30 19:17 (UTC)

[Well, the walk might turn into fighting, or...something. Sollux is more than a little intimidated by the whole idea, but he's leaving it open. Eridan was with HIM before, but he has lost all of that experience he gained, while Eridan will surely be comparing him to the first time they were together.

...And why is he even thinking about things as if they're already together?]

Yeah, okay. Good, then. I'll troll you or something when I'm ready.

[As to be expected from kismesisses or rather possible ones anyways. Though, it's not a lie, Eridan definitely is unfairly comparing him to the one that was here before, but who can honestly blame him?]

Don't keep me waitin', alright? If you take too long I might hawe already filled my black quadrant with somethin' better so the whole thing would be pointless to talk about by then.

[Such a lie, but he feels he has to make a final dig somehow, despite it not really being a dig? Either way, he feels too vulnerable and had to say something.]

[Sollux actually laughs at that]

Oh yeah, sure. Sure you will.

Pfft I already hawe candidates lined up, are you kiddin' me? I definitely hawe what I need to totally be ower your ass.

[And yet, Eridan's remained faithful, for the most part, sans that confession and kiss for Gamzee, but hey he was confused.]

Oh yeah? [Still snickering] Who have you got?

[A haughty snort]

That's none a your concern.

[Have a snort right back]

In other words, it's no different from usual, except you've actually netted yourself a matesprit. I wonder how long KK will put up with you.

Oh fuck off, there's others--wait.

Who told you about Kar an' I?

Karkat told me, just like I told you he would.

Pfft! Figures. But whatewer. An' if he'd get sick of me he probably would hawe by now, we'we been in each others quadrants for nearly half a sweep now, though as matesprits for about a quarter.

Edited 2012-03-31 00:59 (UTC)

Wow, he's got stamina.

Why wouldn't you tell me?

Oh shut up! We're a great pair, you're just too fuckin' narrow panned to recognize it.

But... That's because it's none a your damn bloody business!

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